This is the first time we argue till the whole of the day din even msg each other or call each other.. think I may hurt u too deeply le ba.. if is that so.. I am very sorry.. really sorry.. I dun mean to hurt u.. Dear.. do u know after my ex I been single for 2 year? and I know you.. but from the day we together till now I think I had not yet tell you how my ex lie to me when she going out with other guy rite?
After around 9 month after my ex and me have been through.. she changed.. she always ask me to believe her that she didn't lie to me and said there is no point to be together if I dun believe her.. but the fact is she really did changed.. sometime I called her to meet after her sch.. she will tell me cannnot as she need to study or maybe some sch event.. And I choose to believe her even sometime I really know she lie to me.. coz I love her..
From my past, I am not trying to comparing you and her.. I just hope to let you know u had been hurt deeply so do I.. We have different background of getting hurt.. you have forbia so do I too.. I am scared.. I am really scared you dun meet me is coz u are just finding excuses.. I know you wanna study and need to study.. but if u were really have the intention to meet me, u will said something but not (you only know wanna meet) << rem this sentence? I am not petty that I go rem wat u said.. coz that sentence hurt me alot..
I hope u can grow up faster so there is alot of thing u can share with me or maybe we can do alot of thing without restriction like other doing.. but I am also afraid you will changed as the time goes by when u grow up.. all this is my forbia of the pass.. I am sorry.. I just need someone that able to cure me and give me back the trust with girls and confident in love..
Hope our relationship still able to last..
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