Wednesday, July 25, 2007 Y
It been some days we have keep arguing.. just few weeks only I find that our relaionship at least getting better, never keep arguing le.. And I can see ur changes.. thanks for changing coz of me :) I apprciate it alot.. but today we got a small argue again, we met at yishun as today I wanna deposit money, but u was sligtly late, so I went deposite myself and wait u at nort point.. but when u arrive out of a sudden u slap jason stomach and make me very jelouse.. I am sorry if that way make u think that I am too over.. coz my thinking is that, once u are belong to me u are mine.. and no one suppose to touch u or u touch other except me.. Am I selfish? Actually I think I am over sensitive.. But a wolf is a wolf, a tiger is a tiger and me is just me.. that is my character.. just like u easily cry.. Anyway we are getting better.. that's really a good thing.
Seeing u so stress abt study.. I feel heartache.. but dear trust me ur affort wun not be wasted.. I will be there always to support u.. we must work hard together as to build our future.. one day when we awake and we will find ourselve are the one we wanna be and what we wanna be in.. :) I love you Koh Shi Hui!
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Thursday, July 12, 2007 Y
Today I got my mc specalist for you.. today u wanna go tian di interview ur admin job and u told me u dun really know how to go.. So I took mc and take this chance to also walk around with you. It was suprising that they straight away comfirm u.. I am glad and happy for u too.. ur smile on ur face that show the happiness make me feel so happy too.. After interview, we went to somerset and ate sukae sushi!! yeah! long time never eat.. Also I promise u to bring u here.. but too bad that it is not really ur actual day wanna eat as u wan the buffet :(
After having our lunch, we actually planning to watch peigum show.. but cine dun have.. so we walk to shaw house to check whether have anot.. in the end also dun have.. hize.. seeing u so dissapointed making me heart ache.. so sorry to bring u late..
Anyway even no show we stilll walk around.. but it happen that we have a small arguement on you are not buying the shoes and u say what ever u do I will feel angry.. haha.. silly.. is just that u too fan le... keep asking and asking as I already tell u what I gonna do.. hiyo.. We sat at coffee bean talk (tan pan) haha..
See.. while we okie le.. coz we have encounter too many argement last time and now we know where went wrong, and when we must step back, give in or understand.. :) around 9pm we took mrt back to my house to watch split second.. the cop show. At 11pm we talk inside the room till around 11.40pm, we went down for bus.. hee..
I have a great day with u ... hope u too.. muack! Loving u forever..
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Dear baby kolar, :) today is thursday.. actually today is not the day for us to meet, but due toyour eye effection and sick so you took Mc. I met u after my work up at the gym. We went to eatdinner than went home.. lolx.. you ar.. saw the watches today than come to my house only keep asking to see the policetime.com, actually quite nice na.. we will see how k? we will buy thesimilar watch together..
But in the night around 11.15pm we argue again.. hize.. dear ahz.. dun you realise whenever wemeet, almost 10 time, 10/10 you will cry at this time or argue.. dear.. what should I do? Youalways ask me what should u do as not to make me angry, how abt I ask u? what should I do toprevent you from crying?You told me to think over should we meet anot since I said everytime we meet also argue..Dear.. how abt you put ur self into my shoes.. if u have a gf, whenever you meet her, she will cryor maybe argue, is either one of tat, plus her eyes already cry till infection le.. even though at the phone also will cry though u both never meet.. what will u do? give up? endure? pls her? oryou got other better solution?
Is not I dun wanna meet u up.. I am really really scared and forbia sometime you know.. I always wanna meet you for sure.. but I hope it is everytime a happy ending day.. but why? how come?You said u say sorry to me but I dun accept and ask me to give u sufficient time to change.. okie.. how abt u tell me how many time has u said sorry? but did u change? u say u changing..but why do I see and hear tears everyday?? I know u are trying.. I can see.. but there is notimprovment u understand?
I think over it le.. I wun coz of all this and ask for a break up or what.. coz finding someonethat able to accept my everything is not easy either to other couple.. so since we are togetherthat is a fate.. I will fight to the end.. but I hope one day when u saw this page, u had slightlychange better k? muack!
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