Sunday, August 26, 2007 Y
It was a terrify and regret day for me.. It was my off day yesterday and you was working, you ordered some egg tart and chincken wing for me and my family as you wanna bring it to me after work. You was telling me that ur stomach pain and feel very xin ku all this as ur period has came and also u had eaten the wrong thing. After work when u on the way to my house you went to toilet when u called me half way, but I though u r just having a normal stomach pain so I asked you to come my house yourself as I need to pack my room and you sound unhappy, when u reaching khatib u msg and called me asked what am I doing, but I am still doing my thing half way, so I asked you to come my house alone again, and u sound unhappy again.
After that I got a sense that we will argue later. So when u reached, u called me and ask me to open the door for u, u hand over the egg tart and chicken wing to me and say u wanna go home le, I asked u to come in than say dun be so angry and chong dong but u dun listen and say u dun wanna argue with me, but in the end u came in and we went into the room and talk, but after awhile u grab my key and cry and said u wanna go home but I hold u back and asked u to return me the key, u dun listen and we start to struggle over the key and I very regreted I used force to push u on my bed so hardly..
When u heard my bro come back , u tool the opportunity to wanna get off but I still hold u back till u cry very loudly and struggle very seriously till my mum and dad all went out of their room and stop me from holding u and my mum open the door for u to go out. i chase u out till the stair case there and u stoped there, asked me to go back, I know u wun go home straight and u seem not feeling well so I didn't went back, I keep following u.. the past half an hour u were struggling when I try to hold u and u try to go down from the stair case..
Awhile more u seem to be more and more not feeling well and sat on the ground with not much respone.. u really really scared me dear.. at that moment I feel so lost, regret and worry.. In the end I carry you up onto my back and back to my house for some rest after I confront u outside my corridoor.
After resting u seem to recover some and I give u some plane water to drink and change out. You slept at my house whole nite after I confront ur parent though phone.. seriously I was also afraid to talk to your parent.
In the morning I didn't go work as I acc you go see doc, coz u was not feeling very well again and complaning your side stomach keep having the pain, I took mc before bringing u to doc, after examine, doc suspect u got man zhan yan.. I was shocked when I heard that..
After the whole afternoon after discussion, thinking and contacting ur parent, in the evening before my dad finish cooking, ur parent called and make a fuss.. after ur dinner, I bring u down and met up ur parent, after that I went home and they brough you to tan teok seng.
Dear at this time when I am writing this post.. I am very worry abt u and misses you.. I feel so regretted treating u that way yesterday.. I am really sorry.. really sorry.. Pls u cannot have anything happen to u.. I will wait for u.. Dear truly love you! thanks for everything..
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Thursday, August 9, 2007 Y
Today I working half M, so we met up. We went to have our lunch at coffee shop, we are not that happy when we saw each other due to yesterday I went tout to drink and didn't go home in time, we was confronting when u start the topic while I am eating duck rice, but after sometime u still very unhappy and are not convince by my words, I start to lost my patient.. we go off after my lunch. While we walking home we kept quiet and didn't said anything, even we talk, we are just confronting.. after we reach home we start to argue again even I start to do my work up we still confronting, slowly u start to cool down and I keep explaning myself.. after sometime I finally saw ur smile..
Dear u must understand sometime what am I doing and why that thing happen.. you know me.. I also told u alot of time, I do everything with a reason, Before I know u, I am lonely and slighly zi bei, is donny and jerry acc me through the day till I know you, without them I had already quit and may not met you.. I dun wanna lost u either my frens.. I still wan u to care abt my thing but not everything so extended.. give some space for me to breath.. if not both of us will tie very thightly and one day we will end..
Anyway in the evening we had our dinner and watch NDP 07 together, after the dinner we watch Dvd (APOCALYPTO), this movie may our heart beat so fast.. this should be rated as NC18.. too cruel already..
The day end happily ever after.. :) I will try to get NDP Ticket nexy year! bring u there enjoy the live cracker..
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I forgotten what had happen on this day already, coz I post this post late but I can rem this day I told u there will be a shooting star tonight, so after dinner around 9pm, we stand outside the corridor and wait for shooting star, but actually there is no shooting star cox I wanna give u a suprise.. what is that suprise?? haha.. I told u suddenly I felt like eating chocolate, so I asked u to go take a chocolate for me, and in that chocolate box I hide a necklance I bought for you.. that is a silver key, I know u are very upset abt losting that necklance so I bought a new wan for you, this new key is to lock ur heart very very tight.. and the first key I gave u is to open ur heart for me.. dun ever lost it le okie? may this key keep u with me forever.. <3 muack!
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