On 23 of Sept, sunday, you came to my house at night after my work and we watch the young and dangerous part 7, than u stay at my house over night, actually we plan to go east coast cycle tml morning after gym, but unfortunately we had a argue at around 3am till 4am hize.. you blame me saying word too harsh and I blaming u making it too big, and u nearly wanna leave agian.. dear ah dear.. how many time u wanna repeat ur mistake? anyway around 4 am after we settle we went to sleep. Early in the morning raining heavily plus we are too tired, so we slept till around 1 plus wake up than go to gym, after gym when we went to have our lunch, we argue again.. hize.. tian ah!! haha.. it is just over a small matter, asking u to share the chicken, u dun wan and end up argue.. anyway we settle after that too when we was on the train heading to amk, coz wei bin wanna borrow tie from me. We went to buy curry puff and also looking for ur fries but dun have.. so when we was going back, we argue agian due to u saying that I bring the chicken rice thing to say when u wanna to share the curry puff with me.. when we reach khatib we once again argue.. argggh!!!!! this time round you were saying I say u selfish all this inside the train and when u asking me not too much when having joke I told you I was not kidding so u angry.. actually I just wanna win and dun wan u to think that what u think is always right so I pretend that I am not joking. We got it over when we reach home.

I forgot my dad is cooking our dinner and I ate so full just now, so no choice we have dinner together with my family after u bath. After dinner I went to buy moon cake with my dad.
At night u stay over to have the moon cake with me as the next day moon cake festival I am working and unable to have moon cake with u. But before we eat our moon cake, we watched saw 3, isn't that very er xin? actually saw 1 and 2 is much more er xin..

Anyway for the whole process we really argue alot of time.. but still have very happy moment, dun forget how I bring the moon down for u ya? hee.. remember it forever k? muack!!

Unexpected today I am not feeling well and having some high fever u left me alone. Dear it been around 9 month we been together.. I really try my very very best to be ur best bf, I tried to change myself to someone u dun hesistate, but god gave me too little time to prove myself yet misunderstood and concident things happen again and again. Today when grace msg me I am very scared.. I scared u will know and because of this we will argue again and will think too much, in that sec I made a very stupic excuse.. I know inside u, u blaming me why must I do all this to lie to you, I had hurt u deeply.. with a second of silent I can said I done my best dear.. You always tell me u keep changing coz of me, but what ever u do still cannot statify me, but have u ever really really think through.. did I try to change myself for u too? did I try my best to do the best for u? at some moment u always make repeat mistake and that really hurt me alot too.. I am mentally stress.. but I told myself I must hang on.. but.. but.. whenever I make a repeated mistaken u cannnot forgive me, u cannot take it.. for a couple that reach our extend is really equal to we been through some years.. been thorugh hardship..

I am not feeling very well today seriously.. I am really really not feeling well but beacuse of one msg can't fight against our 9 month or that week we been through.. u still choosed not to believe me.. I can swear I got no intension to lie to u, I really didn't.. but u choose to think another way..

Shi hui I had tried my best.. wo yi jin wu nen wei li.. what ever decision u make I will hope u are happy.. You will find someone better than me one day.. the person that never never lie to u, even a small white lie, a person able to send u home, a person who able to hong ni whenever u are unhappy..

Last but not least treasue ur life.. At this world there is a beautiful side de.. dun always think so negative le.. alot of ppl actually love and care abt u de.. give ur self some confident.. Dear last time saying "Ye zhu kola bear wo ai ni" all the best.. bye dear..

A blink of our eye, it been aorund one week u stay over my place, for the reason u staying here, it is really a long story, but u told me you are not regret doing all that, is okie, but slowly u will know actually what u done really cause all the ppl who care and love u very very worry, although on that D&d nite I felt a bit yi han as it is only one time a year.. I dun know next year I still able have thr chance to go as I am going for my NS, but I wanna tell u I never regret leaving that place and go look for you. After so many thing beside tired, we had learnt alot of thing and been through hardship, for very certain time sometime I really dun know where is my mistake but u just feel angry and will show attitude and throw temper, u know I never see a gal show this kind of attitdue before.. haha.. maybe u are unix loh..

For this past few day I am really enjoy myself and happy to live togerther with you.. when never going to slp I know u will beside me, and whenever I wake up in the morning I can see you.. I can have u everywhere I go :) I also never forget yesterday nite is out first time drink together.. 16/09/07, I know u can't bear to leave and must go back to your ordinary life but your home is still your home.. we can live together when we get marry ya :)

today u go home le hao hao de talk to your family, build up the relationship with them and work hard when u find a job.. after saving ur money.. study hard when u get back to sch.. As long I am still being with u.. I will support u all the way..

Today is zheng rong birthday, so before we go for his bbq, in the afternoon we met up for lunch near my house than we went home to rest awhile. Around 6pm we take bus to tampinese than went to tampinese mall buy a piggy bank present for him.. haha intially we not buying anything de, luckily I call wei bin asked, and he said he got buy. After that we take cab to costa sand resort, the taxi uncle so dao lo.. heard we struggling which place to alight, he still keep going.
We enjoy ourself there.. actually quite happy lo.. can see today so many incharge here and I realise one thing.. all ppl who bring gf de, all gf are pretty.. included mine :)
Dear today we actually improved alot.. we didn't argue much, although I know at some moment u were angry and actually should argue de, but u try not to argue and talk things out.. u are so guai today.. muack! cya tml!!

Today supposly I need to go work, but I am sick, having fever so I didn't go to work. You came around 1 plus to acc me see doc, after doc we went to coffee shop meet up my parent for lunch, as we arrive late, awhile late my parent leave first & left 2 of us, after my mee pok, I went to order man jiang kuai to eat, and give you some, coz u say u are abit hungry.. but u still not yet full, so I asked u to go buy food, u say u dun know eat what, and I suggested u to buy some bread, and u told me u dun wanna eat bread, beacuse of this we didn't talk coz I was angry that since u are hungry u should eat what ever is given to u.. same thing happen, I walk infront, and u walk behind me.. when we reach home we talk awhile and thing had settle.. but later on u stomach pain, so I asked u to go ladies, u dun wan, u say my dad is behind, scared later smelly.. and I amgry again.. beacuse since u need to go toilet, u should go.. and not tilly tally.. later u will feel more pain if u dun release.. due to that I didn't talk to u again, and u think i dun bother u.. And we started our war.. u said u had make up ur mind u wanna leave me.. on that time what ever I say, u told me not to say and u told me u had make up ur mind.. on that moment.. I really feel very very down and depressed.. because that moment happen to me the same past 3 year.. And I really scared this thing to happen again.. on that second I can't bear and drop my tears.. u holded my hand and say let u hug me for the last time.. I cried.. I cried and hug u tight.. I told u not to leave me.. I explain my self and asked to give each other chances.. I promised u we will marry after I leave army and I can't hide from u anymore that I write this blog for our future, I told u everything.. the reason is to tell u I really love you..

You give me another hug and cried too.. u told me u wan everything and wun leave me.. I cried again and hug you tight.. Dear I love you.. I will give u the best regardless on what.

We went to have our dinner after that and went to play game :) we played da jia de for awhile than we played puzzle bubble.. haha li hai loh.. win me so many match.. can't wait to see you tml.. MUACK!!!!!!

Today I went to acc mala go amk hub bank in and saw a radio-alarm clock, think back you tolld me also u are use of listening to radio at night le, so I bought u a radio alarm c.lock, in other words, dun let u always over slept. Actually before I buy I was thinking if I buy will I have enough money alot, haha.. when I went back to shop and check my account, I was shock, from 90 to 400 .. wahaha.. so happy and shock! immediatly after having my lunch, I went back again and get it!

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I dun know when can I have the chance to post happy thing.. because there is not much happy thing for me to post. Today u are actually suppose to work, but u over slept so u didn't go to work.. So you have all the day at home, but I dun know what u trying to think at home alone sometime, today after work I went to hub find zheng rong to go back together, but u make a fuss.. u dun trust me, u suspect me, even my sms u are thinking that some other ppl sended and u even make a fuss that I wait for him.. I dun understand.. I really dun understand why? I am not a criminal.. why must I go home straight after work? I am not going drink or what and telling u last min.. why must u be so protective? line willl break if u pull too tight.. u understand? Dear.. I understand what u trying to think and said.. but u are going too far.. too far le.. I need to breath u know.. I will scare if u are being too protective.. You have told me alot alot of time sorry sorry and sorry.. 100 time 200 time.. how many time u wanna said and which time can I trust? My head is really very pain over all this issue..

Of course I know I am not the best and I got alot of point that u dislike too.. I am not totally blame u that in this relationship everything is your mistake but if u were to make a fuss in even a very tiny or single thing.. there wun be a end on it.. we wanna have a family.. we wanna be forever.. we wanna have children.. we wanna have our own business.. but if even that kind of thing we can't reslove.. there is nothing much we can do in our future..

Maybe one day u will find someone love u more than I do.. wun throw much temper at u, very patient very nice, very handsome, have some money.. if u do.. I wun force u to be with me.. I will let u go.. I know being with me u are very tough too.. I am sorry.. maybe I dun worth ur love at all.. everytime I always said I am the best.. but actually I am not.. I am just nothing compare to those really good.. I am really nothing..

Dear thanks for being there for me on those time.. thanks.. I am prepared anytime u were to leave me.. I will bless u for ur future..

This is between the world of u and me
HAPPY 2 YEAR 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

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