Thursday, September 6, 2007 Y
Today supposly I need to go work, but I am sick, having fever so I didn't go to work. You came around 1 plus to acc me see doc, after doc we went to coffee shop meet up my parent for lunch, as we arrive late, awhile late my parent leave first & left 2 of us, after my mee pok, I went to order man jiang kuai to eat, and give you some, coz u say u are abit hungry.. but u still not yet full, so I asked u to go buy food, u say u dun know eat what, and I suggested u to buy some bread, and u told me u dun wanna eat bread, beacuse of this we didn't talk coz I was angry that since u are hungry u should eat what ever is given to u.. same thing happen, I walk infront, and u walk behind me.. when we reach home we talk awhile and thing had settle.. but later on u stomach pain, so I asked u to go ladies, u dun wan, u say my dad is behind, scared later smelly.. and I amgry again.. beacuse since u need to go toilet, u should go.. and not tilly tally.. later u will feel more pain if u dun release.. due to that I didn't talk to u again, and u think i dun bother u.. And we started our war.. u said u had make up ur mind u wanna leave me.. on that time what ever I say, u told me not to say and u told me u had make up ur mind.. on that moment.. I really feel very very down and depressed.. because that moment happen to me the same past 3 year.. And I really scared this thing to happen again.. on that second I can't bear and drop my tears.. u holded my hand and say let u hug me for the last time.. I cried.. I cried and hug u tight.. I told u not to leave me.. I explain my self and asked to give each other chances.. I promised u we will marry after I leave army and I can't hide from u anymore that I write this blog for our future, I told u everything.. the reason is to tell u I really love you..
You give me another hug and cried too.. u told me u wan everything and wun leave me.. I cried again and hug you tight.. Dear I love you.. I will give u the best regardless on what.
We went to have our dinner after that and went to play game :) we played da jia de for awhile than we played puzzle bubble.. haha li hai loh.. win me so many match.. can't wait to see you tml.. MUACK!!!!!!
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