Sunday, November 25, 2007 Y
Dear... sorry.. I just wanna say I am very tired of this relationship sometime already, I really cannot breath, because of s msg from apple u are making a big fuss for the whole day and there is really no reason for u to do so.. she just ask how are you? and I didn't even reply her, further more I dun even have the intention not to tell you, I just find that is normal, it is not like apple msg me those mushy thing or what ever, u expect me to tell u once gal msg me, I feel so sick abt it do u know? I am sorry... I am really sorry if I hurt u.. but in a relationship just need some trust and freedom with privacy, u do all this doesn't pull me tight but just breaking the string.. it wun work if u do so.. I will feel more sick to this relationship.. pls I just need some privacy.. if u really continue to always make a fuss of small issue and always unhappy abt this and that I will slowly feel cold in this reltionship.. pls dear.. since I am not yet totally give up can u pls dun let me feel so? once again I am very sorry if I hurt u if u happen to read this.. I can understand ur feeling I also hope u will understand mine.. loving each other is to hope the person happy.. I am really not that happy recently dear.. i believe either u too.. I dun wan our relationship to go down the slope..
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Purple&&Freak `
Monday, November 12, 2007 Y
Today is my bd eve, is my 21th official bd eve, I am very glad that this year, the only 21th year of the whole life having u by my side celebrating for me.. I am also very suprise u wanna open out a bbq for me, before that I already though of opening one, just that I think is too troublesome so I didn't wanna open it, but since u said wanna help me so I open out a bbq, this bbq we share half half of the amount of everything.. but of course u came out more money as u bought for me cake. hm.. frankly speaking in the whole process there is happy and unhappy as for unhappy we keep arugue abt food la, time la, money la, planning la.. hize.. can see we lack of muo qi and as for happy we can enjoy together, enjoy the whole process and also I got alot of present from them.. although I didn't really express my whole feeling to u that I am happy as u keep saying that I seem to be unhappy, but actually I am very glad that u support it all the way, finding all the info, order all this and that.. I really appriciate it.. I wanna said a very big THANK YOU! as why I am so unhappy is that I know there is always ppl dun wanna come at last min and ppl dilly tally coz bbq is not them de mah..
Also I wanna thanks for treating me at KBOX, today is the first time we go KBOX, although I came out with $5 but majourity u pay, I know u got not much money le but u stilll wanna make me happy.. I really know that de.. thanks alot to u dear.. I appreciated it alot alot alot alot.. Muack! I will try to make ur bd also a memorable bd k? I try la.. no garentee.. :) hee..
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Purple&&Freak `
