Wednesday, December 26, 2007 Y
Merry Christmas my dear :) Today both of is work 1/2M, I went down to PS meet u and bought a present there for christmas exchange. We went to ur mother side where there is alot of your relative open a christmas party, eventually I really dun wanna go de.. do u know why? I was thinking u are still 16, that was really too young for a gal to bring his bf back to see even the relative.. but I know u was eager to show ur relative ur bf and u love me.. so u wan to introduce me to ur big family.. I dun wan u to be dissapointed and get up sad abt that, so I promised to go with you. But rather than that I am really enjoy myself.. I never been to house that got 2 storey, sua ku right? haha.. and I have a great time with all ur nephew.. they are really cute.. all along I really hope I could have nephew and cousin that is younger than me, I can buy clothes for them, dote them.. but unfortunally the only relative kids that I could have end up their family and my family ended up with a tie.. Thanks dear.. I was really enjoy myself that day..
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Saturday, December 22, 2007 Y
Today I went out with my class mate for the class gathering, it is the christmas gathering. But I wasn't that happy, because we were arguing over the sms from the time I go out, also u blame me for not meeting you at night, I really cannot explain why this thing will happen, I really dun understand, this is not the 1st time, also whenever I going out with fren that day, u will mc, you told me you were real this time, doc have given u 2 day mc, dear is not I dun trust u, that is I predict and that is reallt too concidence le.. I just ask u to show me ur mc, u said u were dissapointed on me.. ha.. how abt me? before u go back to giordano, I know alot of thing will happen.. and I am not wrong? I know that guy come to u is not ur fault but I am unhappy.. I am jelouse.. because I love you.. dear u know recently I keep having a feeling we are going to seperated.. I am very scare u know that? do u think u are the only one who scare I will leave u? even u really never lie to me, because of my sensitive and bad temper we will have alot of arguement through ur work and end up breaking off.. dear I just wanna said I love u alot day by day, I wanna marry u, and give birth.. I hope that day will come through without any problems occur. I love u dear.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007 Y
Yesterday 15/12/07 was ur bd. I been prepared since 2 week before ur bd, I rem u told me before from young, u only celebrated 1 time with ur family and that was 1 yr old, I tell myself I wanna set something for u so that u will never forget ur bd. I planed to open a mini party for u, and ppl who we invited is just u and me.. I bought ballon, cake, birthday hat, I bought sweet, table cloth, I just wanna set my room into something like a party, but that is just for night, at the afternoon supposely I meet u 1pm but because I need to prepare all this, I woke up at 8.30am but still not enough time, so I met u 1.30pm, u was abit angry with me when I am late, but when I bought the bus I sms u, and u didn't see it untill I almost reach ur house than u call me and asked where am I, because of this we argue and make a big fuss of it.. u cried and walk away, and I stand there with so much heart ache, I been prepared so much thing for u, but.. but.. I just nag why dun u allow me to wear shirt and why u are late and didn't notice my msg.. although everything goes fine after sometime, when we went orchard alot of moment there is so many unhappniness.. I feel so pressure.. I suddenly feel u put too much hope and being too much expectation on what will happen in the afternoon, just because i told u to follow me today.. wat I done for u is just in the night, and why I planed to walk and orchard is beacuse I can drag the time more later also u told me u been sometime did not go window shopping all that, so I bring u, but u blame me didn't bring u to ur place.. dear is that very rediculors? u should let me know what u wanna see.. coz of that we had another argue.. untill we finish our movie, even there is a few min of lovely moment inside the cinema after that we still argue, because u still expect what I giving u.. I feel so pressure and heartache, I suddenly feel where have my dear go to? who is this expectation high gal ? I am sorry I can't do anything special this afternoon for u, I didn't expect how much u are touch on the night.. coz after the afternoon, I got no more confident what I done for u at night is special..
Dear I just wanna said I had try my best to think the best for u.. I tried my best to make something special for u.. maybe u dun even get touch, see from ur face I think u think that what I done is just chey.. sorry shi hui..
After that night, I really ask myself should I still do all this next time.. I feel so hurt and depressed.. I am so useless afterall.. Anyway Happy BirthdaY to you..
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007 Y
Hm.. today is raining very heavily, and I got sometime in sch, so I take this opptununity to update our blog, it been some time I didn't do that.. beacause I really got no time.. dear u should undestand right? few day ago when u was at my house staying over, at nite we fought agian, I said I dun wanna see u in a anger, and u leave the house.. hm.. that words is really a anger only, u sat outside the staircase, I though u going back home by cab, as u told me, I didn't send u out because I was quite angry, but think back, we was quarrling abt going to ur relative buffet.. lolx.. u see.. we always quarrel overy this kind of stupic thing.. Yesterday nite u called me using the new technology of our W910i 3G webcame, haha.. quite fun, next time can use it when we bathing.. hehe.. kidding na.. Ur birthday is coming.. are u anxious? I had prepared something for u.. but I hope u will get a suprise of that ba :) I will post all the photo we take on that day k? muack!
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