I think it really been sometime I didn't update our blog.. I am sorry, maybe I am starting to be lazy or maybe too tire, coz recently so busy and u should know I am busying study on M9. Today why I suddenly wanna update this blog is because I think I got something wanna said and indicate here so as next time u will able to see and understand how I really feel.
For the pass few days I really dun know what is going on between us, something bring our relationship bad luck or we meet too much or even is it one of us unreasonable.. We been arging for around 3 day and it happen always in the middle of the nite untill both of us can't slp well, the worst thing I ever had encounter with u is that already 5am we still arguing.. I can't believe it.. Anyway u should know when u cry and try to said something, I didn't really reply u or even wanna look at u.. Is not that I dun care but I think someime, something u argue with me is really a very very small matters.. even sometime I really cannot believe what we argue or rem what we had argue.. isn't ridiculors dear?
You had been giving in to me.. and I can see and really feel also I really wanna said very big thank you to u.. but dear have u ever think before wat I wan u to give in is not giving in more money on what I gonna buy or even treat me something.. tried to be understand but in the end argue with me. I think that is really not I wan.. But whenever u give in to me, I always wanna dote u more, love u more and cherish u more.. but whenever we argue it ruin everything. You may think, it is just argue why will it ruin everything? Dear for so long we always arguing the same thing that I always ask u to change, sometime I really cannot endure ur childishnest u know? I tried very hard to pei he ni and explain to u, but things still happen the same way.. I feel very tired u know?
And when u ask me question regarding those sensitive things like nurul la, hp why switch off when charging la, who msg me la, and many why, ur kind of tone I really feel very irrirated and is like u send me a msg u suspect me something.. I feel so uneasy and not trusted by my beloved.. u are going to be my wife u know? I really dun hope all this will happen in the future when we get marry.. I beleieve it will be very very tiring..
Dear I will like to hope nothing goes wrong to our relationship and not going down hill but going smoothly.. I really dun wan to face a terrrible ending and seeing u so hurt.. I willl feel more hurt.. dear.. promise me dun be so childish le k?
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