Saturday, April 26, 2008 Y
Dear today I really feel very qiao qui.. I felt very lost.. I dun know what to do.. as a guy I should give my gf the time, giver her happiness but in the same time have his career. I tired my best to plan my time, plan my sheddule but I still got not enough time for u as what u said. Wo hen wu zu dear.. you cried infront of me, u said in the future when I am in army I will got no time for you.. yes.. it may be this way but what can I do? or what should I do in order to gain 2 way? recently or I can said this few month.. I been thinking few month before all this u said to me.. but I only come with 1 solution and is to give up one thing.. but if u could understand me.. ti lian yu bao rong.. I believe I may not have to choose this way.. many time I ask myself.. is it that we know each other too early? or we being together too early.. at this point of my time I am very clearly know that what I need is to fight for my career in order to have a fortunate family.. I hope u are the mother in my dream that teaching our children, playing with our children.. we had been together and solve so much problem, if today we were to break of because I got no time for u and I think I dun wan to let u suffer n also making myself so guilty.. only way is to break off.. I hope we dun have to face this situations. Wo zhen de hen tong ku..
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