Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Y
This morning you really give me a shock! supposing you need to wake up at 6am as you need to go home and prepare for your 9am lesson at tampines but you didn't wake up in time, around 7am you finally wake up but u went back to slp after taking your clothes, you slept beside me, I was too tire to wake u up again, so I continue to slp, until around 7.30am I wake up and find up u not yet awake so I call you but how I shake you and call you, you didn't respond to me, I turn u over with some force u has no feel too, I put my two palm on ur face and I feel ur face is cold, ur lip is so pale, I shocked you know dear! I use my finger to press hardly on top of ur lip and u start to move abit, ur eye start to open. That moment I felt so relief, but u keep feeling emotional and start to cry, how I ask u question you also dun wanna ans me, u just told me ur heart just now pain, so I told u I send u down take bus, but u just keep quiet.. after 15min of questioning u, u just sit on the bed without any word. I feel so angry and disappointed on ur attitude, I went back to slp and leave it everything to you. You took my key and leave the house, after few min u call me and make a fuss, saying dun wanna meet me today, said I look down on you, said I dun bother you.. Do you know on that moment my mind is totally blank... I have a sudden wanna tell you I dun wanna care anymore.. because I am really tired le..
Anyway I still met you for dinner, I dun bear to see you like this.. but I really hope there is no second time.. I think that will really make me dun bother u anymore.
{{ 12:45 AM -
Purple&&Freak `
