Thursday, August 7, 2008 Y
My dear.. today is Tuesday 08/07/08, 2 more day to my NS date.. think back we had been together 1yr 7 month 8days. I dun know what will happen after I go NS. I believe in the future there surely will have a big change I think.. I dun know why. Anyway I wanna mention something about yesterday.. Yesterday I went for a drink and Pasir ris Park there with all my college.. I find tat it is really great tat someone really there for me when I am going NS, and also I really wish to enjoy before I go in.. but u called me yesterday.. u make a fuss.. I still rem very clearly tat place is the 2nd time I sat over there and u called to argue with me.. You always said tat I dun understand you this and that.. u said I dun know how u feel.. dear this world is just so selfish de do u know? yes I may get angry also if u were me.. but I have got no choice too if u insist.. but I will charge u and observe u slowly.. are u those kind of woman tat flirt around.. If one day come to a point where u need to go.. I swear.. after I understand the situation, I will let u go.. u see it is just so unreasonable that u always always make a fuss when I go drink.. it is just normal for guy.. and if u really worry.. tat see wat kind of guy am I.. If I am ur fren clement.. I think u would be more worry isn't it? Dun always be like this.. respect me can? I am a adult.. I know what am I doing. If u always dun trust me this and tat.. than how? our relationship is going to go long distance.. with all this bundle how to go far?
Actually before I go drink tat period of time.. I think we are really good, I though u have learnt and we are getting more under each other.. but not.. not wat I think.. u still dun understand me.. perhaps I am not the guy u looking for? I think u are perfect for me only the naive though that I can't bear with it.. dear.. I really hope we can last long.. I really dun wanna off hp.. press away ur call, walk away like this.. I know it isn't gd all along.. but dun always force me to do so..
All the best to out relationship. Hope when I am out of NS, the day I write this post agian.. we are still being together.
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