Saturday, September 6, 2008 Y
06/09/08, this is another sat also the last sat for me to book out from tekong, very soon I going to pop already, I was so excited that on the day u and my parent will come and watch me marching, it is not easy.. we been practicing under the sun so tough. But I got a bad news is that I only got 2 ticket. My sergeant told me that sometime it is possible to sneak in or even tell them some lie, they may allow u to entry. But.. I was a bit disappointed when u ask me to decide.. Do u know I really really truly believe if u love me, if u really wanna see me in pop, u will sure come no matter what.. even the sky fall.. I know the consequences is u will argue with ur boss, lost half day money, very rush or even waste money on cab, maybe worst come to worst you cannot in, u dun know where to go and waste all the effort. Touch ur heart and ask yourself.. how much u really wanna come and really love me so u wanna come.. how much? Dear.. if I were u.. trust me I will sure come.. I will try my best to get in, if really cannot than say.. dun try no chance, try already at least I try my best.. I dun wish to force you,I dun wanna say much, coz I know u will say i am not being understanding..
If u were me.. how much u are understanding, u still feel the pain inside you.. trust me? This morning when we woke up, we have a small argument, regarding I am not waking u up until I own self wanna go out than call you, dear.. seriously I dun know did u think properly before scolding me or blaming me.. I really dun wanna argue le.. I am afraid that it will causes our relationship even worst.. dear I think u really dun love me much anymore.. really, no matter how much I try, i dun think u will go back to my shi hui any more..
I am prepare for everything already dear.. I will save this relationship till the last, and if still really dun work.. this is where we should end I think.. maybe this is what you wan since the day u said breaking off with me.. I just wanna let u know I tried my best already.. I am really changing.. I can even see myself changing.. first time..
If work, freedom and privacy is so important to you.. Dear.. all the best.. I hope you can get wat u wanna achieve and have bright future ahead.. Jia you..
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