Friday, October 31, 2008 Y
It been sometime away from we nearly break off.. I feel so glad that our relationship still able to go back like the past or even better than the past, we plan to cook, bake and even we went to buy dvd just to save money for weekend movie, we think together and solve things together, I think although it is small little puzzle in our relationship, but it is sweet.. I feel the love from you that u use to give me.. I feel happy and fortunate.. But I dun know why happiness between us will always never last.. recently we started argument again, started from u went for the dinner with ur company people.. u didn't bother to call me when I gonna nite off.. as u give me reason where u dun wanna argue infront of them.. I think u should think properly what are u saying, does it make sense? dun find excuses to cover ur backside. After that we been arguing about whether to come over my house after ur sentosa business trip, u threten me by swollow pills.. and u really do it.. dear do u think it make sense or because that I will feel sorry? it is silly.. u will only causes this relationship to lost the confident that it should have, I am afraid u may do that when we get married, it is just like a bome in my life being with u, u created pressure to me if u do that. And today I went for a operation, to take off my wisdom teeth, it is horrible during the operation, but in the evening u told me in the sms my mouth will be very smelly.. is this the words u can give me? how many time u wanna say my mouth smelly? before my operation u always say, now I went for an operation u still say.. gf? are u my gf? ridiculours Miss Koh. I lost trust and confident in our relationship.. I dun know why I just can't trust u.. what ever u done to make me believe in u I still dun trust.. sorry.. maybe my heart had really broken even it had fixed it back.
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