Thursday, December 25, 2008 Y
Merry Christmas dear, today is Christmas also booking in day, from now count down, I left around 4hr I need to go out le.. the weather today is very windy and cooling.. I think it will be very nice if we could walking to 8 tou but some snack, talking to each other, joking, holding hand. I felt lonely this Christmas, you had be promising me to knock off early since long time ago, but none of the day is real, sometime u always told me u try to finish up your work, so sat u can knock off early but still the same thing knocking off so late. I really got think what u had told me to leave u first, coz I think i am feeling very tough when I have a gf but she can't acc at special day, even sms or call also difficult, my feeling now is have equal dun have, dear I think if this continue, the love inside me will fade off soon, seriously it had slowly faded off.. I dun seem how much you love me too.. I feel our relationship slowly slowly turn to stranger feeling.. Actually I miss the 1st Christmas too.. my heart ache.. I dun wan to feel this way at the same time I dun wish to give up this relationship, what should I do u tell me dear.. I hope the left over feeling inside able to wait till the day we can really be happy together.. Merry Christmas to you.. I miss shi hui..
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Purple&&Freak `
