Monday, January 26, 2009 Y
Today is chinese New Year 1st day, I am alone at home, still rem last year chi new year, u went to cinema bought ticket for me and my family to wait for us, we watched the movie together, think back, I really apperciate the way u do it, u also told me ur aunt ask u not to leave so early, but u insist to come meet me.. that was when u love me real lot ba I think. Eventually u told me chi new year 2nd and 3rd day u will acc me, but this afternoon u told me u going ur da yi ma house.. I suddenly feel kind of lost, u give me a very strong feeling that we like really getting further and further, maybe yes u ask me to come along, but I really feel very wierd u understad? I know u will think is ok, u will think I am the one who sensitive or wat.. but I hope u will understand me too.. I dun wanna be so odd, I dun mind u going to ur da yi ma house, as u told me ur cousin everyone is going and u need to go. but can u show some care for me than saying nvm ba. Today all ur sms not more than 4 sentnce, and not more than 10 msg. Do u really care what I am doing now? how I feel now?
I feel very lonely now.. thinking of going out for a drink, but I know u wun like it and if u know that I go, we will argue agian and what ever we yesterday talk de all will go back zero.. Dear u always say u still love me, still love me, still miss me, do u think so? U really dun even care le, pls tell me so if u dun wanna together le, we say hao le wanna save our relationship, give it one more chance, but u dun seem executing u know? with one person, how u wanna me to withstand?
Dear pls come back.. dun change..
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Purple&&Freak `
