Monday, January 26, 2009 Y
Today is 2009 chi new year eve, suddenly I find myself very unlucky whenever chi new year, I doesn't know why too, is rather argue with dad or gf. This chi new year is 3rd new year we celebrate together, but this time round there is something I sense alot of different. We r changing, u r changing.. I dun feel the strong feeling anymore.. Dear u dun love me so anymore.. Thanks alot for the chi new year goods u bought for me and my family, and sorry I didn't, I got not enough money to buy, the rest of the money is to go out with u next week de, I can't over spend. Today when I go over ur house and take the thing that u bought for me, we were in the room and u are trying different dress to show me.. u r becoming more and more beautiful le. since I enlisted, I never really take a very good look at u.. until now seeing our relationship going down slop I realise u had start to grow up alr, alot of thing is different alr.
Dear I think I need you, do u? I really hope this chinese new year is not a year that u leave me.
Just now u called me, and we had a chat for around 1hour. We were talking about whether to leave each other anot, u told me about the thing u dun like about my character.. we really talk about alot, u even told me this time round the ring u will be the one buying, and we will start wearing that ring instead of the old wan, it represent start from a fresh..
Dear I promised u I will change, I will try to be good and let our relationship be good.. Happy Chinese New Year Bao Bei!
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