Saturday, April 4, 2009 Y
04/04/09, Sat Morning. It had been a month plus since we broke up. I do not know how much you still remember our memory and how often you come to this blog that I had specially created for us, but one thing I know, I always visit this blog, I always think maybe one day when I am viewing this blog, at the same time, u r viewing too. Maybe it is different between a person who in a relationship now and a person is not. After we broke up until now, I still sometime think we are so silly that make such mistake that never can be reveal. Recently I read some books about relationship, it is quite a nice book and the content are quite close to what we had been through. Though everything is too late, I have to say only good memory stays in my mind, if u were to ask me think of the unhappiness suddenly, ^_^ I think I could not. Happen to browse through your friendster, seeing our photo being removed finally, I felt kind of hm.. do not know how to describe the feeling, but I know that is the fact.
If u can rem I called u one of the night, if I were to be the past, I do not think I will call, as I want pride. But that night was different, misses ur voice alot. Wishing u and him being happy was a sentence that had never come through my mind I would said. Maybe after so many thing, my heart tell me, I ever love you that deep.
I do not know how much he can give it to you, how long you will be with him, but the memories will stay in my mind forever. Was woking hard recently to get my life back to normal, used to be a very happy single life person before getting knowing you, but getting back to that status is not just so easy. This post may be my last post as I think I really had to let u go already. I believe I do not exist so much anymore in u, this is the fact of life I think.
Hope one day when we met up some where in the middle of the street, I could face you without hurt feeling and say "hi" to you. Good luck for your study shi hui, study hard, dun drop out again le ya.. Jia You!
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