Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Y
Shi hui, do u believe sometime some lies can never be hide forever? rem the ah gong and ah ma gong zai u gave to me? I treasure it so much until one day I realize everything u said is a lie. If I am not wrong, this gong zai is not make by you, from what I know, this is from those $1 coin machine, and was very long ago item. I do not want to guess how u get it or how long u had keep it, as far as I know, that is not done by you.
When I saw this exactly the same gong zai, my heart shacked and when I get to know more, and I got to know, this is from the machine. Shi hui, do u know how dissapointed am I ?? I feel so sorry for you and myself. All the best to u shi hui.
{{ 2:22 AM -
Purple&&Freak `
After awhile since we broke off, things had change alot, I do not know how much changes you had seem, but to me, I learn alot, I learn alot mistake that we both had made, especially me, I have to admit, I need to apologize on my part. If time could turn back, everything will not be the same, and today maybe we are still as happy as in the past. 3 months, although I tried to move on, but I just can't forget the promises we both given to each other, though I believe and know, time can change alot of things, and maybe now, what I had said, to u, that's all just nonsense or maybe our past had turn into a topic between u and him.
Last week when I took a cab home at night, on the way, I saw the path way we use to walk after work, I remember the very beginning of our relationship, I even cover ur eye, told you to walk with feeling and just hold my hand, "trust me" I wun lead u the wrong way. Now the path way left with me looking through.
If time could turn back, shi hui, the mistake we make, the mistake I had make, will never be exist or even minimize, because I start to understand, why would u not go to slp at nite, just want me to settle the arguement we had start, I understand why do u always cry, I understand why do u always look at me while I am sleeping, and I understand, why do u like to hug me so much.
I can't hide my feeling any longer, I am not some guy with no pride that turn back to a gal had leave me, I just want to let you know, with the courage brought up by the love that still exist in me, I still love you.. if u were to come back and look at this blog, I hope you understand what msg I trying to pass to you.. I hope time is still not too late, the old man and woman is still kept by me without damaging and one of the pig u gave it to me, is still at your side.
May one day u can hear me and matters able to change. ^_^ Miss you.
{{ 12:00 AM -
Purple&&Freak `
